THIS ENTIRE POST IS GONNA BE IN CAPS BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I COULD SPIT FIRE AT ANYONE RIGHT NOW. I HATE BEING CANCELLED ON, I HATE HAVING PEOPLE BAIL ON ME FOR STUPID REASONS. I DONT GET HOW YOU CAN SIMPLY BE TOO LAZY. I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY ONLY MY MESSAGES DONT GET REPLIED. MAYBE I SHOULD STOP ALL THIS, TURN INTO SOME SELF OBSESSED STUDY FREAK WHO DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE BLOODY WORLD. I HATE HOW YOU ALL COME TO ME FOR HELP, AND YET DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT MY FEELINGS. I HATE HOW YOU CAN BE SO BLOODY INSENSITIVE ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I HATE HOW YOU MAKE ME SWEAR, I HATE YOU I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!